
Hi all,
Well, here we are on the Saturday evening of Easter weekend. Matt is in bed (probably not sleeping because he's so excited about the Bunny coming tonight) and I am FULL of turkey!!
It has really been hitting me lately that there is not very much time. Days are not long enough, weeks are too short, months go flying past at breakneck speed, and there are for sure not enough holidays to go around!! Then I remember that God created our calendar, and He is perfect in all that He does. What is it that we do with all our time that robs it from us? How much of our time do we spend on the unnecessary and idle, while the truly meaningful begs for our attention, yet we find ourselves too busy? Since I have started working full time I'm shocked at how I really don't care if I update my status on Facebook, or dust the tops of the door frames each and every week (every other week will do, seeing as no one is home all day to notice anyways)...and I find myself really wanting to go grocery shopping with Barry and Matt, instead of one of us rushing to the store while the other stays home and cleans like mad fiend. I find myself staring at my little boy while he plays play dough at the table on Saturday mornings, and I get out of bed at 5;45am on weekdays so that I'm done exercising and am ready for work before he wakes up just so that I can catch that five minute snuggle he's willing to give when he first climbs out of bed. I'm not so concerned about moving up into a higher position at work; what I'm doing is fine, and will continue to be fine, as long as I can be out the door in time to pick him up at daycare and spend a few hours with him and Barry in the evening.
Time is not a renewable resource. It is a truly precious commodity. I'm trying to chill out a bit about my usual militant cleaning and organizing. Today, we went to the park after dinner and I did dishes when we got home...a huge step for me...hopefully in the right direction.
Well, I must run, as usual, the clock is catching up to me, time to go see what the Bunny is bringing for Matt!
Let's not forget why we have some extra time this weekend. It is because God loved us enough, it is because Christ cared enough to sacrifice himself. He paid the price, with His time, with His blood, with His life.
Hope this wasn't too serious and "downer" for and Easter weekend blog. Things really are good, and we are enjoying the little moments in each day. I hope you all do the same.
Love and prayers,
Laura